see me through. dedicated to my family in the circle (even if they never see this)
wish i couldn’t feel.
all this depression
sends me through a loop
one minute im good and the next….
not so much.
dont want the pills
make you feel like your not there
cant stand the downs
its always on my mind
cant seem to get away from it
self medication
what saves me
what saves us all
just have to know when the self medication becomes worse then the actual depression
fighting for everyday
yet knowing deep down that the next day could be and probably will be worse.
i surround my self with family
those who know when i need them the most.
those who can see me through the pain and hurt
to the real me
to the person i am capable of being
those who help me through my hardest times even if they dont know it.
Posted on Friday December 30th