whats inside

see me through. dedicated to my family in the circle (even if they never see this)

wish i couldn’t feel.

all this depression

sends me through a loop

one minute im good and the next….

not so much.

dont want the pills

make you feel like your not there

cant stand the downs

its always on my mind

cant seem to get away from it

self medication

what saves me

what saves us all

just have to know when the self medication becomes worse then the actual depression

fighting for everyday

yet knowing deep down that the next day could be and probably will be worse.

i surround my self with family

those who know when i need them the most.

those who can see me through the pain and hurt

to the real me

to the person i am capable of being

those who help me through my hardest times even if they dont know it.


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