making waves
i feel my self going down
like i am sinking into oblivian
how i wish that was the case
sadly it isnt
im just all over the place
like a tornado my emotions are destroying me
from the inside out
i need some stability
my emotions
all over the place.
i have to watch what i say.
watch what i do
so i dont offend you.
this is the only place i dont have to watch my self.
im so tired.
whats inside me is killing me.
killing my sanity.
like a roller coaster
going up and down
and when i think i am about to get off this roller coaster
im taken for another loop.
which causes me to take another look
at this world i wish not to see in the first place.
thank god for friends.
it just sucks when you have to take their advice because you know he is right but you dont know how to.
well onto another day
onto another problem.
which i will deal with without offending anyone.
should i ask you if it will offend you before i say it.
should i ask before i type on here.
is this still a sacred place for me to release all my stress.
lets hope so for if it isnt then i am up a creak.
if you bothered to read this till the end.
dont say what you have just read.
dont like this if you can.
just let my words roll off you like waves on a shore.
